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the “I” in “We”

By approach, Org. Development, writings

The “I” In “We”
The Need For Personal Growth in Organizational Development

By Rusia Mohiuddin
originally published in OD Network (Winter 2016 Vol. 47)

The focus in traditional organization development (OD) has often concentrated on collective practices, structure, and overall impact of the work based on internal alignment and effectiveness. Even today, with the explosion of transformative principles and practices, movement organizations, known for innovation, continue to sharpen internal processes in absence of developing deeper knowledge of individual leadership that makes up the collective. For the past ten years, my work with social justice organizations and networks, has concentrated on shifting this paradigm, seeking to acutely align organizational values and principles with the individual leadership that makes up the whole.

UP_approach_graphIn 2006, I pioneered the integration of somatics into an organizing framework resulting in a new, holistic model for community organizing known as Embodied Organizing. Somatics is a sophisticated methodology, universally transformative, combining the biological, physiological, and social sciences to provide a framework for individual and collective analysis and action. The term somatics is derived from the Greek work “soma”, which means the body in its living wholeness. The core ideology of somatics posits the undeniable interconnection and indispensable balance of mind, body, and mood both on the individual and collective levels.

Specifically, in the context of OD, somatics beckon us to see individuals as the make up of the collective and allows us to explore and understand the need for individual growth towards collective growth. In this, redefining the center of gravity for organizational capacity building, my work develops a path to see and adjust individual and collective patterns that directly inform external organizational strategies. My work found that the structural impact on organizations that prioritize individual leadership and self-care practices, develop a depth of trust and rapport among colleagues that radically allows for optimistic and achievably ambitious goal setting and heightened aligned confidence that drives increased team performance.

Movement folk tend to do this work because it connects deeply to their own beliefs that allow us to progress toward a world that uplifts our collective humanity through equity and justice. We do this work because it speaks so intrinsically to a deeper calling we may have that is grounded in empathy and compassion for all human beings. So, shouldn’t our work feel good? Shouldn’t our work be both individually and collectively generative? What happens as we develop embodied patterns of doing movement work over the years?

Service as self-neglect.

Often, my clients tell me, the measure of their effectiveness and impact is their ability to get their “hustle” on. They are commended only when their “hustle” leads to external impact that results in a successful action or meeting. Their “hustle” or ability/willingness to work incredible hours, often to their own physical and mental determent, is a requisite to performing their jobs well. This work, or hustle, has become imperative within our movements, as organizations, in order to remain competitive and relevant for funding, take on workloads far beyond their physical capacity. Ironically, this hyper focus on collective performance at the expense of, and in absence of individual growth and development, secretly disappears the acts of sabotaging an organization’s capacity for sustaining effective action. The constant push to hustle becomes increasingly ineffectual because we do not create balance that respects our need to replenish our physical, emotional, and mental health. Instead, individual deterioration leads to increased cynicism, diminished temperament, and trust within relationships, that result in decreased desire to do the work and our ability to collectively vision and take action.

Ultimately, our organizations become microcosms of the communities we serve, where the same cycle of self-neglecting service in which community members take on burdens of economic and social disparity to get by in life. Organizational teams mirror the effects of oppression, that negatively shape the communities we serve, reinforcing a lack of self-worth and cultivating mistrust in ourselves and others that inevitably recycle the wounds of oppression within ourselves and our relationships.

When we seek community change and empowerment, we do so through individual leadership development. Supporting the transformation of individual community members to reclaim their power and act on behalf of themselves. We understand that these individual community members must experience a personal arc of change that allows them to shed false narratives that impede their ability to take action and engage them in leadership development that provide the tools with which they take action. In this context, we understand the power of individual realization and growth as imperative to the development of collective power. Yet, most organizations do not make the natural leap that our organizations and our impact require the same investment in the individuals that make up the organization’s collective.

My consulting work seeks to dismantle this paradigm where the measure of organizational success is built on the hustle of individual team members. Instead, my work invites organizations to see individual growth as a critical component to organizational development. One of the key methodologies I use to espouse this principle is based on a tool I created called, “Building the Core”. This tool seeks to acutely align the values and principles of an organization with the collective actions of the team. The collective development of this exercise is always preceded with team members developing their own individual “cores” so as to inherently see how individual patterns deeply shape and impact the collective. We do this by identifying what emotions and values are cultivated that cyclically impacts what we literally think and what we practice.

The impact of this pedagogy has been multifold. The results of integrating somatics into OD allows us to see the parts that make up the sum. In so doing, organizations are able to:

  1. Uplift and respect the humanity of individuals while also increasing impact and efficiency. This is directly achieved by decreasing burnout so the work of individuals become more effective and take less time to accomplish;
  2. Cultivate authentic relationships, both internal and external, because the work of somatics allows us to feel ourselves more thereby increasing our ability to feel others;
  3. See where there are collective patterns that work against and/or are not intuitive to the work, allowing teams to somatically and intelligently chose to engage in more aligned practices; and
  4. Reclaim the joy and contentment that should inherently be a part of the privilege to live our purpose through what we do in the world.

I am constantly amazed by what organizations are able to achieve under the most egregious odds, both externally and of their own making. My desire and my own life’s calling require me to support organizations to cultivate individual and collective leadership so their success… our success, can be free of self-sacrifice and the fulfillment of our deepest yearnings for a better world.

vomiting rage

By approach, Leadership Dev., UP, UP+love, writings

atomic_particleIn the 5th century, Greek philosopher Democritus, first theorized that atoms are constantly moving. Today, we understand that these building blocks of matter are, in fact, in constant motion and that this activity produces energy.

Scientifically, in the most remedial sense, we are made up of atoms therefore our matter is perpetual energy. And from science to spirituality alike, we know and have experienced that energy is contagious, cross-species.

The nature of our bodies have built in mechanisms to internally produce and absorb energy, as well as physical responses to expel energy that our bodies have absorbed and/or processed and no longer have use for or require. These responses, known as instinctive reflexes, are true for all human beings regardless of race, nationality, economic status, age, or any other variance of uniqueness.

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Like instinctive reflexes, each of us has a developed survival strategy, an automatic response to perceived or actual threats to our being or ego. Whether one’s survival strategy is flight, fight, freeze, or appease, the physiological and neurological results are the same- dilated pupils, goosebumps, sweating, increased blood pressure, increased heart rate and widen bronchial passages, and the takeover of the amygdala that simultaneously shuts down the neo-cortex, the part of our brain that controls higher functions like logic and reason.

While some science can be absolute and universally true for all human beings, the many variables and how society defines who we are through such things as privilege, race, ethnicity, “gender”, sexuality, economics, and environment, all add layers of complexity to understanding how these universal scientific truths shape and impact our bodies, our relationships, and our lives.

bio-reactionLet’s put all of this into context… Imagine you are walking down a busy street. You are in a spectacular mood as the sun is shining and the birds are singing. You’re on your merry way and, all of a sudden, someone bumps into you. Hard. And without breaking their stride, they bark something accusatory at you as you absorb the hit and have instantly been triggered into your survival strategy. Now, you are not so merry. Now, you may even be angered, upset, or even scared but regardless, there is an electric tension that has you alert and has dramatically shifted your mood. This transfigured energy is now yours with the potential of passing it along to someone else you have an intentional or unintentional interaction with either on the street or wherever you were heading.

This is vomiting rage.

If we introduce social science into our understanding of energy and survival strategies, we can further analyze how deeply impactful the variables, that socially define us, can have in our lives. The more intersections of race, class, ethnicity, religious belief, sexuality, “gender” and other identities that we may choose, the greater oppression one likely will experience across the board.

While oppression is largely understood as being external systems, policies, and beliefs (that negatively impact everyone who is not a young, white, Anglo-Saxon, able-bodied, heterosexual man), somatics and other social sciences teaches us that oppression is alive in our bodies and live in the very muscular make up of it.

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Triggers awaken our survival strategies.

Oppression is a trigger.

Constant oppression is a constant trigger.

Therefore constant oppression creates a constant state of survival.

On an individual level, oppression can force one to be in a constant state of trigger and thereby in a constant state of survival. Habitual patterns of being are intrinsically shaped by experiencing life from a perpetual state of survival that inherently define the quality of life, one’s orientation to the world, and personal and professional relationships. Essentially, one’s personal resources, or leadership, is centered around and grounded in our conscious and unconscious patterns.

On a collective level, communities prone to feel the full brunt of the impacts of oppression, by design, will exhibit similar patterns from being in a collective state of survival. This collective state of survival can be seen in a plethora of social inaction such as voting as worthlessness, isolation, distrust and feelings of vulnerability are staples of constantly being in one’s own survival strategy.

And what happens when individuals and communities, constantly living under the boot of oppression, experience themselves and each other in a constant state of survival? We live our lives and our interactions are shaped by the live wire that our bodies are forced to remain in. That is, we are the person who is violently bumped into on the street only, every step we take has us being bumped and triggered along the path of our lives.

There are many antidotes and methodologies that support individuals and communities to reclaim their power and their lives that serve as a lifeline to undoing the deep patterns of constant survival mode. Social justice work across the globe does this work most brilliantly. Over the last decade or so, social justice movements, integrated with somatics and healing, works to address the individual and collective shaping that occurs from various forms of oppression.

Our experiences from being in a constant state of survival require each of us to do some inner work that materializes into outer impact. Otherwise, we are likely to perpetuate negative energy onto each other because we have not developed patterns to disrupt our shaping from oppression. The dis-ease of energy produced from oppression will literally live in our bodies until it is reactively released. When we do not or cannot make space to deal with the deep impact of oppression on our individual beings, we inevitably partake in a cyclical pattern of reactively expressing oppression, from the inside, to others around us.

This is vomiting rage.

It is our duty to know ourselves. It is our duty to truly understand who we are and how we came into our ways of being. It is our duty to know and regularly reflect on our ability to accurately align our values and principles with our actions. We owe it to ourselves first and then to one another.

Our individual change process is intertwined with our collective ability to change. This is how we create sustainable change in the world.

LEO organizer: jaritza geigel

By LEO

Trusting isn’t easy and to stand here and tell you why working on the conditioned tendencies activity during the LEO retreat is important to me feels like a lot. Initially, the thought of sharing back personal ordeals with colleagues that I didn’t really know made me want to run in the opposite direction. In the spirit of being honest, it was the one moment during the retreat where I didn’t want to participate.

But ya see
I couldn’t run anymore
couldnt run from the
nightmares that I
so desperately wanted to forget
so i pretend
and take flight
i pretend
and take flight
i pretend
and take flight in my mind
where no being could ever touch me
hope to me reach me
and i program this mouth
to form the most believable smile
that i have energy for at the time
and I wait
for time to end so i can end
because i am so tired
of pretending
and the wheels just dont turn anymore
theres a glitch in the program
its time to rewrite the script
because these lines just dont suit me
these phantoms got me trippin
on that wack shit
so i had to hit that
good shit
to stay above level

I was drowning and the activity forced me to look at the phantoms that I just wanted to forget existed, but bursts of anger and the effect it was having on the people who have been my greatest support forced me to make a decision. So I spoke.

I spoke aloud memories
and laid bare
all my pain lay naked
before eyes reflective of my own
and I felt seen
See
it was not my fault
and I was loved
and I did matter
and perfection doesn’t exist
so we welcome your humanness
I was ready to heal

Understanding, forgiving and accepting. None of which I was very good at. But if you knew me as a child you would know that I yearned to learn. Even if it was hard like how this is hard. I yearned to learn and I would always at least try.

And as I’ve tried
I am the happiest I’ve ever been
I looked that girl in the mirror
and said I forgive you
i forgive you for not knowing
more than you needed to
i forgive you for loving blindly
over the fear of being alone
when I had been waiting for you
forgive you for still running
and I forgive you for taking
so long to find me

Every day in the LEO space has been rejuvenating, eye opening and reflective. When I first came to Youth Power I didn’t know I was looking for a family until they found me. Then I had to accept that it was growing when I didn’t know if I wanted it to. It grew and I learned that I could love more. When I didn’t know if I could I make it through the chaos that is Make the Road sometimes…LEO showed me the balance we could create as a unified team. For that I am grateful.

Thank You

i am… a LEO Organizer!

By LEO

Partnered with Make the Road NY, last friday marked the celebration + end of Leaders of Embodied Organizing’s first 11-week intensive. LEO graduated 14 organizers skilled in the embodied organizing model of community organizing. Developed by the Principle of Universal Partnership, Rusia N. Mohiuddin, the embodied organizing model puts in the center of our work the needed transformation of those making the work happen on the frontlines. By cultivating personal leadership with organizing skill sets, the LEO Intensive aimed to bring to the surface the fire in each of the LEO organizers, shine a bright light on their values + principles, + create alignment so their actions are that much more powerful + impactful.

We accomplished a lot over the last 11 weeks but most importantly, we learned a lot from each other.

Over the next several weeks, we will share more about this amazing experience + will launch more official details on this much-needed intensive + how other organizers + organizations can participate in future offerings.

 

reboot: reclaiming inner power from burnout

By Leadership Dev., retreat

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you know how we do…  we keep a pulse on what is happening with organizers + social change agents + we constantly assess what we are doing + what we can be doing to serve our community through our work.

all too often, we hear + see how dedicated you all are to your work + life’s purpose. we believe in you + what you do in the world but it is not without cost. payment made through your body, your mind, your spirit, + your energy. and of course, costs that impact the quality of your relationships with yourself + each others. these costs + so many other things, cause burnout + can create cascading states of being that negatively impact you + your well being.

you deserve more + we are ready to respond.

we are in the midst of developing a retreat this Summer that aims to support you to reclaim your inner power from a perpetual state of burnout.

we know what it’s like for burnout to hijack our well being, + with it, our spirit + state of mind. we are not at our best when this happens + a reboot is something we must make time to do.

universal partnership’s role in the movement. among other things, is to create opportunities + tools for you to reboot + reclaim your inner power. we’re ready to do this + want to hear from you how best we can do this one day retreat so it serves you + sets you up to succeed.

please begin by answering these two poll questions. you may choose multiple answers to both polls:
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if you are interested in applying for the reboot retreat, please complete this form:
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#30DaysUP: love must be one + two at the same time

By #30DaysUP

#30DaysUP day 38: love must be one + two at the same time
having one of those moments… one in which I have known something for so long and yet find it remarkably revelatory when applied to something new or seen with a new lens.

i forever preach the vital importance of cultivating values we hold necessary to the well being of humanity within ourselves first + to navigate with this level of authenticity in all the changes we give our life energy to through our work. yes!

and if love grounds all that we do, as Tagore so poetically wrote, our love must be one + two at the same time.

must be one bc it must include self-love.

must be two bc it must extend to another.

bc “only in love is unity + duality not in variance.”